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Some poems that I've written over the years. Inspired by........I'll let you guess.

Your only love for life. That's what you said I was. When I was there I believed it. But now I have my doubts. I can't be blamed for feeling this way. Because we're miles apart. There's also one other thing. I'm afraid you'll break my heart. As much as I want to fall for you. There's a creature inside me that hinders me. That blames me for even liking you. I cry out of anger, my own feelings betrayed me. I stumble out of confusion, what do I do? Uncertain of what the future holds or what it'll bring. Regretting for spitting out this thing. Fearing it's another mistake. Deteriorating many promises until they break. Lucid dreams of memories we've shared. I have only wished for them. Memories hidden under the dungeon of my mind. I have only searched for them. Once found, a smile hovers my lips. Tears wandering around my eyes. The moment envelops me, comforts me. Succumbs me to where time flies. Your only love for life. That's what you said I was. I'm here and I have faith. And now you have my trust...

*I changed a few words in this poem because you'd know right away who it was meant for. 

A poem for my friends

So many days have gone. But I'll never forget. We are all going our separate ways. But I'll never forget. You are all so dear to me. My friends for life. That even no letters or words are exchanged between us. I'll never forget. The good times we had are irreplaceable. I have kept the special memories in my heart. There are songs that remind me of each of you. They make me smile, laugh, and sometimes even cry. Sometimes I wonder if you all still remember me. But even if I become forgotten. You all, I'll never forget....